Oh, here we go. When someone starts trying to hurt your man, your baby girl and yourself all at the same time, it really does bring out a woman you never even knew existed. This has been a really bad week from day one, and it's only Tuesday. First, I get fired from my job after 3 weeks because I had other plans for the day, not knowing I had to be at work. FMLife #1. Then Ally's birth mom starts running her mouth a thousand miles per hour, and digs herself into a hole she will NEVER EVER get out of, FMLife #2. I have always had very little faith in myself, and now I am on my way to having none. Choosing to hide away and not deal with problems is usually a bad choice. But in some cases hiding away could be the solution to the problem. I'm still not sure as to whether or not this is a bad choice. I feel extremely worthless, lazy, and every other bad feeling in the book of 'bad feelings.' FMLife#3.
I really need some help from someone way more powerful than myself. Is that too much to ask for?
Soundtrack for the day: 'Moment 4 Life'
My anthem.
"You have not lived MY life. Suffered MY pain. Enjoyed MY happiness. Seen what I've seen or walked my path. So don't you dare judge me."
