Bitche's ain't nothin' but hoes and trix. ♥ FMLife

Oh, here we go. When someone starts trying to hurt your man, your baby girl and yourself all at the same time, it really does bring out a woman you never even knew existed. This has been a really bad week from day one, and it's only Tuesday. First, I get fired from my job after 3 weeks because I had other plans for the day, not knowing I had to be at work. FMLife #1. Then Ally's birth mom starts running her mouth a thousand miles per hour, and digs herself into a hole she will NEVER EVER get out of, FMLife #2. I have always had very little faith in myself, and now I am on my way to having none. Choosing to hide away and not deal with problems is usually a bad choice. But in some cases hiding away could be the solution to the problem. I'm still not sure as to whether or not this is a bad choice. I feel extremely worthless, lazy, and every other bad feeling in the book of 'bad feelings.'  FMLife#3.

I really need some help from someone way more powerful than myself. Is that too much to ask for?

Soundtrack for the day: 'Moment 4 Life'

My anthem.

"You have not lived MY life. Suffered MY pain. Enjoyed MY happiness. Seen what I've seen or walked my path. So don't you dare judge me."

The Royal Wedding

They seem so in love, it makes me smile.

:)

Fresh Start

Thanks to a wonderful friend of mine who is wise beyond her years, yes ALEX S. I'm talking about you babe! I have decided to start blogging. I'm not really sure what the whole point of this is but in some ways it seems very therapeutic. It seems hard to talk about things out loud, but so so easy to write them down. God only knows what I am going to say, especially with all the crazy stuff going on in my head that I can't make any sense of, but I figure if I write it down, maybe one day someone will actually be able to make sense of it.

"You know what I think? I think there's a reason for everything. 

And I think that there's a plan for everyone. 

And I think that God has a big plan for me."

XOXO